People say God is the ultimate truth of life ,but I say it’s the Death .Some people trust God and His superpowers,some dont .Why? Becasue we havent seen Him but Death, death is something we have all seen ,we have experienced the pain of somebody leaving us forever.
Death of a dear one creates too much pain in the heart. Its not an external bruise but one that is internal contusion which creates a vacuum within.It is true the pain is unbearable ,again followed by last rites and rituals which just aggravates the agony.I donot want my death to be mourned at. Neither do I want my death to be at a hospital or home or any such place.I donot wish to see my beloved people with teary eyes standing around me helplessly.I donot wish to see that pain in their eyes.I want to die unnoticed ,unattended ,just like a gush of wind blown away.
I would want to die while skydiving from a parachute but yes,making sure that it is not my first time..Ofcourse I want to experience the skydiving experience in entirety atleast once.Yes ,death can occur on my third or fourth trial.(as if it was in my hands :P)
I want to breathe my last breath up in the air,high above, where I’m made to plunge out off the aircraft ,strong wind beating against my face ,where im overwhelmed with ecstasy ,where I could feel my heart thumping ,I could feel the serenity of a life time at once.High above where there is no noise,no honking of horns,no chit chatting ,no abusing ,no giggling , no weeping: just peace. The tranquility of senses ,where the mind is absolutely one with the soul .Just me and my soul. I want to experience my soul before departing from this world.Up in the air,where my parachute is open and the last breath that I breathe out ,fluttering down with the terminal velocity ,I lay lifeless on the carpet of the strong wind ,folded in the blanket of nature’s tender breeze. I want to descend swinging down on earth with a smile on my dormant face ,reflecting my wish of death fulfilled.
All peace and nothing else…
as they say ‘ shor to zingdi krti hai,maut to shant hoti hai’